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Why do i always pretend that i'm alright
when it's clear i'm dying inside
why do i always have to forget
everything i've ever felt
we know i'm good at nothing
and i keep on trying instead.
i tried to fight away my fears
i tried to change myself
i even got rid of my glasses
and started wearin' make up every day.
why do i make such an effort?
if i still make the same mistakes...
i cannot be the way you want
and you didn't want me to be either
there's no way i can be good
and it's so useless trying harder
no matter what i do or say
there's never a chance
i just watch you
as you walk away
i just lay on the ground, hopeless
as you go away...
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